Sometimes...

When you love someone so much...
It hurts
It literally HURTS to the core...
I think that's why they call it HEARTACHE...

When you love someone so much...
You would give ANYTHING in the world to see them happy
And know they are always going to be happy
And want more DESPERATELY than anything in the world for them to have a good life...

When you love someone so much...
You are afraid they might not know HOW MUCH they are loved
And they may feel like they are all alone
In a world that is big, and scary, and sad...

When you love someone so much...
And there is nothing you can do
Nothing you can do to take the pain away
To make it OK
to love them from a distance as much as you could holding them in your arms...

It hurts...
DESPERATELY...
For both...
And there is nothing you can do...

At times like this

When you love someone so much...
You have to trust that GOD wants more than anything in the world for them to have a happy, successful, productive life...
And God wants to see them happy...
And God wants them to know how much they are loved...
And God doesn't want them to be afraid.

When you love someone so much...
You have to trust that GOD wants them to know that they are not alone in this big, scary, sometimes lonely world...
And that HE can take the pain away...
And when you love them from a distance HE IS HOLDING THEM IN HIS ARMS...

It hurts DESPERATELY but I know there is HOPE...even when hope feels lost...

I love my Little brother and I'm glad God loves him, too...